Friday, August 26, 2011
My Little Houdini/Lebron/Babygirl -- Pt. 2
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
My Little Houdini/Lebron/Babygirl
Thursday, August 18, 2011
Whoops
Saturday, August 13, 2011
Dreams
Wow, another one already?? I’m proud of myself, I certainly won’t keep up like this, that I can promise you.
I know I already stated that I had no agenda or plan of curriculum for this blog. But if I did, I would certainly not start it off on the note on which I am about to. I hate the nutty religious types who speak of nothing but their faith and ignore the world around them, but I will begin on my faith. I apologize in advance, but this dream I had last night was so incredibly vivid and spoke into my heart so much that I cannot help but to share it.
It started with a storm, not over my head, but over Antarctica. I was sitting over coffee with three others, talking about the impact this storm would have. I had heard one time that the ice of Antarctica kept the Earth on axis, and we were wondering if something insane happened down there, what implications would it bring up here? (I know you science people, this doesn’t make sense, but in my dream this was a well-known fact so bare with me).
This next part is when it became incredibly real to me. It all of a sudden felt as if the atmosphere had disappeared, I quickly felt the oxygen content in the air become lighter and lighter, feeling myself beginning to suffocate, until I knew that there was no more breathable air for me, I would certainly die soon. Then this is where it got kinda strange. Yup. It’s not strange yet.
I had absolutely no fear. There was not a worried bone in my body. I remember the thought repeating itself over and over was this, “I’ll get to see you soon.” This did the opposite of worry me, it excited me. For the first time, I was going to meet my God face to face and my heart and muscles couldn’t be depleted of oxygen fast enough so I could get there soon enough. I didn’t think of the things I’d done, the awesome people I’d met, the wicked awesome tv I have, or the accomplishments I’d made…only that I was finally going to see my God. I didn’t think of all the fun exciting things I was going to miss, only that I was finally going to see my God.
All of a sudden, the atmosphere and oxygen was restored, with a few gasps and big breaths, I was not dying, but alive. I don’t remember what happened next, but a few minutes later I woke up.
Then I thought about everything I had dreamt, and was so jacked up to meet God and realized something.
I have no fear of death, I know exactly where I’m going, and that is to see my God face to face, and I cannot wait! While I love the people I’ve met and the experiences I’ve been able to do, this world is a very broken place filled with injustice and hate, and I will not miss this broken world one bit. Then something else dawned on me.
Will the broken, hateful world miss me when I’m gone? Everybody is searching for love, a love that I have found. And do I exude this love to the world around me? What joy do I bring to others? What have I done to help bring this love to this broken world that so dearly needs it?
People are drawn to those who exude peace, joy, happiness, and yes, love. Do I do that? Are people drawn to me? What healing have I brought with the precious love that I have found?
Whoah. There’s the 2x4 that knocks me around to where I can honestly answer, not enough, not nearly enough.
But, as in my dream, I am still alive in this broken world. I can still change that “not enough” to “something.” I can choose to exude peace, and joy, and happiness, and love.
Holy crap, my heart is heavy. Sorry, but I did warn you…I said honest and unfiltered, and that, my friends, was brutally honest.
Until next time,